Thursday, April 29, 2010

Messed Up

Fuzz:

I'm ashamed and crying as I write this. I've pulled again. Same spot as monday. Maybe 50 hairs this time. Why is this happening to me?

Dear Trich:

I HATE YOU! GO AWAY! I WANT TO BE NORMAL! I'm tired of being a freak! I'm tired of being made fun of! LEAVE ME ALONE! YOUR A JERK! You are NOT my friend! I'm SOOOO much better off without you! You make me feel like CRAP! I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU CONTROLLING ME! I WANT TO BE LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS! I just want to be normal.....

Dear God:

Why am I like this? I know this isn't how you want me to live... Why can't I fight this? God, please help me...

Sorry fuzz, but I feel awful. I will reflect more tomorrow

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