Failing's My "Norm"

Fuzz:

Sorry about not writing back the next day... I was busy.

Anyways, I wasn't pullfree on monday, tuesday or today... :(

You see, today, I had to wake up early so that I could join my friend in her cross country training program. I used to be a distance runner, and used to destroy her at it. But now, having not run over a mile in over a year, feel like a complete and total idiot. I could only run 3 miles, and was the very last of the pack. One of my friends even ran over 14 miles in about an hour and a half. The friend I used to run much better than ran at least 5... I just feel so stupid for even going... as well as sad knowing how much worse I got. Last year, 3 miles seemed like nothing...

So, yea. I'm really dissapointed in myself, and even more frustrated that I feel like I let my parents down (they paid $14 for my twin and I to run the whole summer). I feel like such a failure....

Well, I'm out for now.

Nothin Better than Sippin a RootBeer Float on America's Birthday(:

Hey Fuzz!

So, I can't say I was pf today. You see, I have an excuse for it. Okay, so I'm an EXTREMELY light sleeper, and my parents... well, they snore.... LOUD. So I had to share a room with them, and I couldn't get to sleep. I got to sleep at 4am. Yea, I pulled a little due to the frustration of not being able to sleep.

Anyways, yesterday, riding the 4wheeler was fun (I ride them at my "grandma's farm" [really my great uncle's farm]). And the reunion today was also fun. Lots of food, Lots of joy(:

BUT that's not what I wanted to talk about....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!

Like the title of this entry says: "Nothin better than sippin on a rootbeer float on America's bday".

I love fireworks, which is one of the biggest reasons I LOVE the 4th of july. I absolutely love how the different colors, shapes, sparkles, etc all play out (:

I also love being able to hangout with friends on this day. Needless to say, I had a blast.

Sorry I haven't really written much. It's just that I'm being fueled on no sleep...

SO, I'll talk more about it tomorrow. Night fuzzy! :D

Just an Update(:

Hey Fuzzy!

Okay, so I'm about to leave for a family reunion (outta state) soon, so I'll make this quick.

Bad News:

Okay, so I did pull some Monday (i think it was monday...). None of my scalp hair, but I am still EXTREMELY dissapointed in myself. I kept asking myself the "what if?" questions: "what if I had gotten to bed sooner?" "what if I decided not to listen to my ipod?" "what if I hadn't given in to temptation?". That would mean that as of today, I am.... 167 days pf! (if you include today, of course).

Secondly, I decided that I will NOT be cutting my hair UNTIL a few days or so before school starts. This will allow my hair to grow a little more for my donation, as well as suprise my friends more :)


Good News:

I will be less likely to pull this weekend at my family reunion because I will constantly be around people, as well as having a blast:)

Also, I found out my final grades for the school year. This year, I have........(drumroll)...... a 4.0 gpa. So, I got A's in all my classes this freshman year in highschool(:

Well, my parent's are calling me (to leave for the reunion), so gotta go fuzz!

P.S. sorry I didn't write sooner... never did go to the library again that visit. thanks for being patient!