Failing's My "Norm"

Fuzz:

Sorry about not writing back the next day... I was busy.

Anyways, I wasn't pullfree on monday, tuesday or today... :(

You see, today, I had to wake up early so that I could join my friend in her cross country training program. I used to be a distance runner, and used to destroy her at it. But now, having not run over a mile in over a year, feel like a complete and total idiot. I could only run 3 miles, and was the very last of the pack. One of my friends even ran over 14 miles in about an hour and a half. The friend I used to run much better than ran at least 5... I just feel so stupid for even going... as well as sad knowing how much worse I got. Last year, 3 miles seemed like nothing...

So, yea. I'm really dissapointed in myself, and even more frustrated that I feel like I let my parents down (they paid $14 for my twin and I to run the whole summer). I feel like such a failure....

Well, I'm out for now.